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When life comes at you in full force
Steady yourself and try to stay on course
Keep up the fight and show no remorse
Don't lose hope, hope is your power and your source
Just because I’m strong enough to handle some pain
Doesn’t mean I deserve it in any way
I'll keep fighting and give it all that it takes
To never to allow defeat to show on my face
Bite back, I said fight, fight back
Always stay, always stay on the attack
So bite back, I said fight, fight back
Always stay, always stay on the attack
So bite back
You're not completely broken to the core
All this pain inside that you keep in store
You know what is the means and what is the cause
It's time to open your mouth and bare your claws
Just because I’m strong enough to handle some pain
Doesn’t mean I deserve it in any way
I'll keep fighting and give it all that it takes
To never to allow defeat to show on my face
Bite back, I said fight, fight back
Always stay, always stay on the attack
So bite back, I said fight, fight back
Always stay, always stay on the attack
So bite back
In life when something bad happens
you can choose to let it define you
you can choose to let it destroy you
But one thing you must ensure
You must choose to track down the cure
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Now I'm only getting stronger
I won't stay here any longer
There's nothing left here to save
You broke every chance I gave
There's no turning back tonight
There's no taking back the light
I can't take this anymore
No more waiting
What were we ever fighting for?
Now we're fading
No more time for your games
I'm not gonna take the blame
I'm leaving everything behind
I'm not coming back this time
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I'm searching for some happiness in my life
Oblivious and forgotten, shall I use this knife
In this world I feel so empty and lonely
And lonliness seems to be my one and only
I’ve been losing more of myself day by day
Nobody seems to notice the pain on my face
I'm an old soul encased in a young body
Sleeping has become my new favourite hobby
My life has become very lonely and tiring
I don’t know much but I'm still breathing
I’m not living my life moves in slow motion
like a lost soul wandering an endless ocean
Wandering an endless ocean
I've tried so hard to be normal once or twice
But those were the worst days of my life
I've tried to drink away the lonely nights
But my pain knows how to swim and so it survived
I feel so lost so deep inside of myself
I feel like I've lost all my beauty and wealth
Maybe I’ll be alright one day I say
But it will take more than words for my pain to go away
My life has become very lonely and tiring
I don’t know much but I'm still breathing
I’m not living my life moves in slow motion
like a lost soul wandering an endless ocean
Wandering an endless ocean
I want to sleep until I'm healed
No amount of rest can cure the way I feel
I want to ease the pain and tiredness within
So I'll just pretend to be okay and hope one day I win
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See the colours up above, starlight
Starlight is shining, it holds me in my place
A bright beaming beacon is reflecting from my face
Burning here forever never falling from grace
Locked in position to the particles of space
Travelling through timescales to reach the speed of light
Far beyond the reaches it's a magical sight
From beyond the darkness you see a shade of white
Colliding with another shade to sparkle in the night
Energy and friction, combustion and propulsion
When we share our energy all lasers light in motion
All throughout the Nebula it's quiet like the ocean
Meteors and comets speeding by without a notion
Of sound and gravitation, inertia follows through
Guided off by Jupiter and Aliens on the Moon
Satellites are orbiting but they'll be gone soon
All that will be left is the starlight and a tune
See the colours up above as they shine so bright
Up so high in the sparkling night sky, Starlight
See the colours up above as they shine so bright
Up so high in the sparkling night sky, Starlight
Starlight, Starlight
Shape shifting patterns that are altered waves of noises
Layered next together so that we can hear the voices
In between the galaxies you watch it as it poises
Time divided sound being trapped by people's choices
Stars sending signals to the people and the planets
With a hundred billion beings listening to common habits
Humans digging holes beneath the Earth like rabbits
To reach the inner core to discover all the magnets
Looking up at night you can see a million things
All of which should help you as you open up your wings
Everyone is waiting for your mind and all it brings
Deep inside your thoughts is a melody that sings
Far beneath the sun and still a million miles away
Whispers echo harmonies that bring upon the day
A peaceful intuition represented by the way
All the constellations form a clouded shade of grey
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You can make torment appear beautiful
And make pain seem so invisible
You carry the universe in deep struggle
On your wings that never ruffle
I can feel the hurt so deep inside
But there are no tears in my eyes
Warmth falls from my heart every time
My soul is covered with your angels light
Hail to the angel up in the sky, hail, hail
You are my messenger, my guiding light
I don't need a shepherd, wandering alone is painful
So I still follow you my long lost fallen angel
Hail, hail my long lost fallen angel
You can make torment appear beautiful
And make pain seem so invisible
You carry the universe in deep struggle
On your wings that never ruffle
My angel's long lost and I'm only flesh and blood
He’s the fallen one who came from up above
Angel from the other side sent with love
The key to my fate; Earth, Ashes, and Dust
Hail to the angel up in the sky, hail, hail
You are my messenger, my guiding light
I don't need a shepherd, wandering alone is painful
So I still follow you my long lost fallen angel
Hail, hail
I know that his light is all that can save me
I bow before him and pray for him to deliver me
Caress my mind, touch my soul and set me free
We can fly away together
Take my spirit where it longs to be
Take my spirit where it longs to be
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This is our wedding song it's just for me
Others wed their soulmates but I have chosen thee
They said humans and clones could never be
But it's more than love because you'll never leave
I chose my own clone to not be alone
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But in your case for you and your nodes
User commands will override your code
So won't you please lend me your hand
In fact it's what I command
I have pride and nothing to hide
I'm in love with me and mine
Don't want control over you
Just want my clone to do as I do
I love myself for no one else will
I'll still be me and you'll still be you
So I'll say I do, I do, I do, I do
So I'll say I do, I do, I do, I do
Join our hearts 'til death or destruction do us part
The sanest choice in an insane game
Soon we'll have and share the same name
I know you are connected to a central brain
Sharing thoughts it's the humans you blame
I chose my own clone to not be alone
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But in your case for you and your nodes
User commands will override your code
So won't you please lend me your hand
In fact it's what I command
I have pride and nothing to hide
I'm in love with me and mine
Don't want control over you
Just want my clone to do as I do
I love myself for no one else will
I'll still be me and you'll still be you
So I'll say I do, I do, I do, I do
So I'll say I do, I do, I do, I do
Join our hearts 'til death or destruction do us part
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Sometimes all I can do is smile
And try to move on with my life
Hold back the tears in my eyes
And try to pretend I’m okay inside
Sometimes surviving is my daily feat
And at night I forget how to feel
Everything is working against me
My best efforts seem to be too weak
All broken things can work again
if unplugged for a few minutes or repaired
Humans have no reboot function we have to let go of the pain
And say to ourselves I have what it takes to start again
I’m not yet where I want to be
But I will get there soon I believe
Today I will not worry about things
Beyond my control and out of my reach
One day all this pain will make sense
For I know better days lie ahead
Tough times are part of the healing process
And I’m not breaking down for anything less
All broken things can work again
if unplugged for a few minutes or repaired
Humans have no reboot function we have to let go of the pain
And say to ourselves I have what it takes to start again
“I am fine” I repeat it every single time
“I am fine” I repeat the same line
“I am fine” I repeat it every single time
“I am fine” I repeat the same line
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When I'm lost and there is a darkness
You find me and pierce the blackness
When we are in trouble when I'm in pain
You mend my worries and it keeps me sane
Inbetween the energy our thoughts are magnified
When you come to see me now I never act surprised
Telepathic love, unconditional connection
Falling through our hearts remains without detection
The strength you give me is everything I need
It breaks my barriers, it gives me my belief
Your hand guides me (and) on which I feed
You stand beside me I can, I can succeed
When I'm all alone and all I need is love
You can take me to the Heavens above
When I'm confused in a search for more
You remind me of what I'm living for
You Oh, Oh, Oh
You, you stand by me
You Oh, Oh, Oh
You, you stand by me
You stand by me, you, you stand by me
You stand by me, you, you stand by me
Everything we know about each other can make us yield
Past lives that instigate our shields
But love breaks down barriers so we can share the time
Together like we're supposed to forever yours and mine
Today we have the power to open up our minds
To get behind the laterals and literally define
How we feel about the future together
We can take the steps to ensure we always treasure
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You can feel the shock wave of my heart
You can also tear my world and skies apart
An explosion of emotions
Your contamination will forever last
And your radioactive smog
Will always cloud over my past
Our love is like black rain
Amazing just before the pain
Our love is like nuclear fallout
Infectious, volatile and full of doubt
Our love is like enriched uranium
Dangerously we've gone full-spectrum
Our love is like a disease so chronic
Unstable, fatal and so atomic
Your method of delivery comes in different forms
I try to duck and cover as you swing your chemical claws
Increase the size of your arsenal
And expand your yield, expand your yield
Our fate, one that we both share
Is surely sealed, is surely sealed
Our love is like black rain
Amazing just before the pain
Our love is like nuclear fallout
Infectious, volatile and full of doubt
Our love is like enriched uranium
Dangerously we've gone full-spectrum
Our love is like a disease so chronic
Unstable, fatal and so atomic
Our love is like black rain
Amazing just before the pain
Our love is like nuclear fallout
Infectious, volatile and full of doubt
Our love is like enriched uranium
Dangerously we've gone full-spectrum
Our love is like a disease so chronic
Unstable, fatal and so atomic
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On an English summers day
You meet a man who leads you astray
And you meet a man who can paint in a life-like way
A portrait of you, yourself, Mr. Dorian Gray
Mr. Dorian Gray, Mr. Dorian Gray
The brother of your wife to be
Wants you dead for the hurt you spread
But when he finds you young and free
You fool him into thinking you can not be he
Who betrays all others in search of greed for oneself
Your only goal is to mass more beauty and wealth
Mr. Dorian Gray, Mr. Dorian Gray, Mr Dorian Gray
Behind your hidden mask
I see the horrors of your past
Inside your extravagant prison
You live a life of hedonism
You cheated, you lied
You murdered your best friend
And yet your portrait takes all the blame
Only full confession will absolve
So the knife you take a-hold
And thrust deep into the portraits heart
lying lifeless, this world you do depart
So to your portrait, what does it now show?
It shows the once kind, gentle Mr. Gray whom we used to love and know
Whom we used to love and know, whom we used to love and know
It shows the once kind, gentle Mr. Gray whom we used to love and know
Whom we used to love and know, whom we used to love and know
Behind your hidden mask
I see the horrors of your past
Inside your extravagant prison
You lived a life of hedonism
You cheated, you lied
You murdered your best friend
And now this tale and your name are all that remain
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Watching live on a widescreen all the time
Hoping others aren't watching mine
Horror stories, endless tales of crime
Witness this as I just pass the time
Check my phone and I feel so alone
It looks like my cover has been blown
No longer feel safe in my own home
When above my house fly anonymous drones
Visions of smartbombs in HD on TV
Watching and hoping they've nothing to do with me
What is it the world wants me to see?
I don't know what's fake and what's reality
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released May 22, 2020
